January 2009
40 posts
I FIND BEAUTY IN THE COLORS OF THE BODY.
the suddle moonlit paleness you find under the sunken eyes of a man.
the rich purple I see pulsing through the veins of a girl who feels.
the backlit green that radiates from the iris of a woman unknown.
I hate listening to it.
It’s so mind-numbing…and nerve-wracking, at the same time.
I can’t be around it, yet I physically force myself to incline every bone in my body to pick up the tiny details.
Even if it’s not directed towards me. Even if it does not concern me. Even if you mean me no harm.
I still feel like I should pick up the eraser, and then start again.
you're never going home...
While I sit in here, a sentimental face stares And a voice says ‘Hi, so? - what you gotta What you gotta disdain, c’mon let’s get high!’ C’mon look so, you got next oh -walk twenty five mile Well I’m bored I’m bored, c’mon let’s get high… Well I found a new way, I found a new way C’mon doll and use me, I don’t need your sympathy Ulysses, I’ll find a new way - I’ll find a new way,...
I wish
andrebob:
There were more hours in the day.
“The worst thing a guy can do is make a girl fall for him with no intentions of...”
– (via littlemiss) (via kari-shma) (via 6od)
a change of scene.
havent-got-a-prayer:
I am stuck somewhere between being comfortable with the stability that my life has now, and just wanting to buy a plane ticket to somewhere—anywhere—and let life take me where it will. I could open a new chapter, meet some new people, and never have to look back. I could leave this dirty town behind me and hold the world in my hand. But on the other side of the scale is the...
Right now I want to leave and walk in the dark &...
6od:
rentedsurroundings:
(via olderloverundercover)
I wanted to be your number 23.
you said you’d wait on the shore for me, so I laid in the ocean and waited for the tide to bring me in. but in the end, there was nothing to save us from drowning. when I say it’s not working, you can still cry on my shoulder… but in the morning things will still be the same. I walked these streets alone until I found a new heart, after days of reaching with tired hands. they...
“i’d rather be hated for who i am, than loved for who i am not.”
– kurt cobain (via sarazucker) (via theipodguru)
what a wise man.
(via bananasareyellow)
precisely.
“you look the same.
beautiful in every frame in the camera of my mind.
I wear...”
– lyrics.
My thoughts right now. And MY thoughts alone.
rentedsurroundings:
Where are we all heading in life? You could walk out the door tomorrow, and that could be it. Over. Finished. BANG. I get wrapped up in fate/destiny a lot. I think if you get hit by a bus tomorrow, that was meant to happen to you. No freak accident. Those cards were drawn the moment you were conceived. Sometimes I question this. Exactly like people question religion. I don’t...
come on, tumblr...
well, I tried to get that missy higgins song up there for you, rentedsurroundings. I dont think it worked.
but it’s the thought that counts, right? :)
have a nice night.
take two.
first one, no good.
so, lets try...
you cut me down a tree, and brought it back to me....
it has gotten to the point where even skipping an...
what is happening?
New Experiences
sashas:
I’ve had several new experiences lately and they have given me terrible stomach aches beforehand.
It’s like the first day back to school stomach ache.
Like that stomach ache that eventually turns into fear fueled adrenaline and then just subsides (hopefully).
Gosh, I can’t stand this feeling. It just eats at me all day as I sit and wait. Usually it happens when I’m really excited...
The Gallery of Perception.
rentedsurroundings:
Mirrors. A painted array of self realization. You wake up somedays and think, “Fuck off”. Other days, you should really go down the street. There’s mirrors of scars and nostalgia. Of flaws and likes. Of defaults and inheritance. But what’s a stand out, is those times when you actually look into your eyes and attempt to peel away this non existent layer, in the hope of seeing...
“I think I’m alive, and I think I’ll survive…”
[lyric excerpt from Cake’s “Haze of Love”]
I like the song, but really, it’s the lyrics that get me. Simplicity has always been my style, and I think it’s pretty damn fantastic that I am now able to sum up my entire feeling about my life in 9 words.
Just a heads up there. Thanks for...
diablo cody is the coolest name I've ever heard in...
“Everybody knows they’re going to die but nobody believes it. If we did, we would...”
– (via littlemiss) (via kari-shma) (via theipodguru) (via lhh) (via fantasyaction) (via 8tania) (via havent-got-a-prayer)
Goodnight
rentedsurroundings:
Sheets are looking inviting now, where I hope someone invades my dreams. Which in turn, will only make my heart wrench more that I can’t share every minute of this night in the company of a beauty. I’ll be your beast. We’ll show that story up. Goodnight open eyes. Good evening closed lids taking flight.
“I want to be forgotten,
and I don’t want to be reminded.”
– The Strokes, What Ever Happened (via bananasareyellow)
Juno: I think I'm in love with you.
Paulie Bleeker: You mean as friends?
Juno: No... I mean for real. 'Cause you're, like, the coolest person I've ever met, and you don't even have to try, you know...
Paulie Bleeker: I try really hard, actually.
I hate
thinking about college.
I hate the word plans.
I hate worrying… about the future. help me?
“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via pearlie)
